Thursday, December 4, 2008
I am having a bit of a melt down lately and I am not sure how to deal with it so I decided to air out my so called dirty laundry! I am having a difficult time with my daughter's daycare. I understand that when she bites her "friends" that they must separate her from the rest of the class. But does this really involve sitting her in highchair while watching all the other children play outside. [OMG I JUST FIGURED OUT WHY SHE FUCKING HATES HER HIGHCHAIR!!! SHE THINKS IT IS PUNISHMENT! ] Now that she has bitten at least everyone in her class at least once she is now labeled "THE BITER" or "Little Piranha" as the teachers like to call her. Ha Ha real freaking funny. This and other problems have forced us kicking and screaming to find Tay a new daycare. I enjoy her going to daycare, she is learning a lot, she gets to bite...oops i mean....interact with other kids, and Mommy can go to work so we can have heat in the winter. I am just so worried about the Transition of a new daycare. When she went from the baby room to the one year old room. I thought we were gonna have to put a muzzle on her to keep her from biting everyone in the school. Or a cone around her head like a dog! I know that vampires are very stylish right now, but give it a rest Tay. Plus how do we know that the new daycare will be any better than the one she currently attends. I know everyone says to ask around. the problem is that I don't have anyone to ask. My boss has three boys one goes to a school that we could never afford and the other two stay at home with Mom! The only other people I know in town that have kids are SAHM. UGH!!!! I am so worried I cry sometimes trying to figure out what to do!
I watched Britney: For the Record, and I admit it I Liked it! I have this fascination with Ms. Spears, kinda like a train wreak, you wanna turn away but just can't stop watching! She will be here in New Orleans 3/3/09 and Hubby thinks I am crazy because I want to go!!
I know, I know, I know she is a wack job. She shaved her head, attacked paparazzi with an umbrella, was drugged up at the VMA's several years ago, revealed her naked VaJayJay one too many times, but the most heinous crime was pulling the barefeet in the gas station restroom. I can forgive a ton, but that is FREAKING NASTAY!!!
I am not a Dr. and don't even play one on t.v. but I think she was suffering with a HUGE case of Post-Partum Depression. I mean, how could she not....after having those babies back to freaking back. Her hormones were way out of control. Throw in a wanna be for a husband-exhusband (whatever), being stalked by papparazzi everywhere she goes, needing a bodyguard to shop for tampons, not having any people around you that you can trust, feeling completely alone and then toss in a few controlled substances every now and again,.....okay, okay...all the time YOU WOULD CRACK TOO! I did not have all of that bullshit and I take my "crazy pills" everyday like a good little girl. Seriously if she had gotten the help she needed i.e., Lexapro--(that was for you Re) or Cymbalta then maybe she could have avoided the whole custody battle shit she is facing right now! I am not sure if it is because she is from Louisiana and attended the same dancing school I went to (Pre-mickey mouse club days) and i remember when her mom was preggers with Jamie Lynn, or if I just feel sorry for her, but I just want to see her succeed. I really and truly believe that she had no idea what she was geting herself into when she signed on the dotted line. At the beginning she was not mentally strong enough to handle it! (Obviously) I hope that as every day passes she gets stronger and stronger and surrounds herself with some trustworthy people. WOW..I just wasted a whole lotta time on some one I don't even know!
SHH.....Ihave a secret and it is a really good one! No, I am not preggers!
Thanks for caring,
Do you think Santa will bring my tickets? I have been naughty and nice!